Take courage when the road is long...

I cannot fully put into words how thankful I am for long weekends....however, not quite so much when they are FILLED with activity and very little time for relaxation! But, with a wedding quickly sneaking up on us, it appears that no week or weekend will be quite from here until the end of April! In the meantime, I'm trying to enjoy it...take pictures...and experience the entire ride!

The weekend started with a cake tasting...HELLO! Now, I realize that we already found a place to create cupcakes for us...and yes, we are also going to another cake shop! Okay okay...so we like sweets...quite a bit! :) So, as we did our marathon weekend a while back Trey very sadly, with a pouty face, was such a trooper when we found out that Truelove's wasn't quite able to put together his DREAM cake! The one thing my dear sweet man has said from the beginning is how he wants his "rugby ball cake!" When I tell you, an excited man....I mean E-X-CITED! So, you can imagine his disappointment when it appeared that his dream would not, in fact, be coming true. When that realization hit, we opted to look for his cake elsewhere. That led us to Memorable Creations! This lady is ridiculous, amazing, incredibly talented, no....BRILLIANT!   We walked into her shop and stared in awe at all that she was able to do! CHA-CHING! So, after trying vanilla...strawberry!, chocolate, and a spice cake...we began the discussions. What design did we want? What cake style? How many would it feed? With 84 cupcakes, yes...84...get hungry people, already ordered, we knew we needed to keep it reasonable. The trickiest part was figuring out how to get the design in Trey's head onto her sketchpad. However, we did and we left VERY happy! I will be having a deliciously beautiful strawberry cake topper while Trey gets his spice cake rugby ball! Wins all around! (And okay, so I had a little fit about the possibility of pink in the signs and I chose the pinkest cake around....I don't care! I wanted my strawberry cake damnit!)

Now, let's move on to Sunday...Sunday was the day we were going to pick out our wedding bands. Trey spent quite a bit of time prepping me and informing me of just how much it would cost and what to expect. Now mind you this came in the form of: "You won't be happy with a $100 band." or "You know you're going to want diamonds in it!" or even "Sarah, you're going to want a blingy platinum band!" Basically spend lots of time picking at me and trying to poke fun at being materialistic. Now let's take a quick moment to go back to when we went engagement ring shopping...my criteria? 1) I wanted to like it. 2) I wanted it to look good on my hand. 3) I wanted it to SPARKLE! So, with that said...I think materialistic falls very low on my list of descriptions!
So we set our appointment at the jewelry shop where Trey got my ring! We walk in and are immediately swept up by the same person who assisted Trey the first time around. Our original plan was to look into getting a "jacket" style band. When we were informed that they started at $3,000!!!!...we changed our minds quickly! So as I walked around and started at all the stunning rings, Trey and Brian spent time finding my band! I knew that at the end of the day, they would select something beautiful and once they had a few options, I would look at those and make a decision. I was not interested in looking and pairing the rings over and over again! It was very different from the couple who came in behind us where the lady walked up to the counter with very specific specs on what she wanted! I immediately felt like I hadn't put enough time and research into the process...however, at the end of the appointment, we found the perfect band and Trey left with the idea of getting the other piece to the jacket for our 1 year anniversary! :) (We'll see if he remembers that a year from now!!) Now, Trey on the other hand fully embraced the idea of getting himself something pretty! He tried on pinky rings (I blame you the Godfather movies....) he even tried on one blingy ring...definitely not his style! I will admit, with some of the rings he picked out with such funky designs, I was a smidge concerned about his style...however, after continually looking...we found reason (haha) and picked out an amazingly simplistic yet awesome ring! For all future men looking at engagement rings...just an FYI: Platinum is expensive. You've been warned!

Needless to say, after ordering 2 specialty cakes, and 2 gorgeous bands...I was THRILLED to see payday come today! :)

Next up, invitations!

And now we need napkins?

So it would appear to me that we are in the period of time where my weekends, evenings, and even throughout the day are spent thinking about, making notes about, and being active in terms of that which will be our wedding! With that said, the lovely checklists that come in form of apps, Pintrest lists, websites, and continual "to-do's" mentioned by previously married women are not nearly as thorough as they need to be for a person refusing to utilize a wedding planner....and that's my soapbox!

My first (at least in my mind) pseudo-Bridezilla moment came a few weeks ago when the design for our road-side signs came into my e-mail inbox. When I tell you...pink. Sheesh! Okay, so looking back perhaps the pink wasn't nearly as glaring as I originally had thought in my mind. And after seeing them in person, there is no pink, in any shape form or fashion, however, due to the magic of the computer...I could not focus on the wording or design, all I could focus on was the blushy pink filling the background. I was quite upset, so much so, I made my very tolerant fiance listen to my worries...and then made my very tolerant hmm...aunt-in-law (not sure if that's proper form or not!) listen to my woes! She did a MAGNIFICENT job of listening and consoling and explaining how we can handle and remedy this situation! With that said...at the end of the phone call, she proceeds to ask me if we've thought about what color napkins we will be having. Okay people...for the record, I'm good with taking part in the big decisions, but I now understand why people hire someone else to make those decisions...ugh!

In other news, my wonderful mother of the bride has made a decision on her dress! Can I get a WOO WOO??? This was very exciting news and funny...in a stressful sort of way. Here were the choices...

 Two very different choices...two very different prices...two very different designs....and her decision????

The GREEN ONE!!!!

I was VERY excited for a decision to finally be made! After calling my dress shopping, and ordering the dress...and going through the rush (thank goodness they waived that!)...it should be here the end of March! Fingers crossed for easy alterations, a great fit, and one happy MOB!

Upon calling to inform my mom about her dress order, I informed her of my plan (because I'm crazy) to create my own Thank You cards. Okay Okay...I get it, WHAT? WHY? HAVE YOU LOST YOUR BLOODY MIND? And the short answer is...potentially.

My thought was....this will be a great way to save a little money...and could potentially be kinda fun....and even let me pick exactly what I want versus looking at a few, ten or more, tons and tons of possibilities! Well, my dear, sweet, supportive mother informs me that why yes, I have, in fact, lost my mind! Oh well! Hopefully it will turn out to be fun and not something that leaves me running through the house with smoke coming out of my ears! 

I'll post more about our recent cake tasting (yes, we had to pick another place....) and wedding band shopping here shortly! 82 days to go!

How did we get to only 99 days??

So turns out, hitting the actual year of our wedding brought on MAJOR feelings of "we've got a whole lotta junk to do!" Now, please don't think for a minute that I didn't realize we had a lot to do...I just didn't realize that as soon as 2013 hit and I saw that we are almost to a double digit countdown, I would suddenly be overcome with a sense of "what on Earth have I been doing for the past 6 months?" Alas, such is life, and I suppose it's time to get crackin'!

So, what was accomplished this week....
-HOPEFULLY a dress for my mother
-Found and spoke with our officiant
-Set up my first fitting appointment (so please, do not offer me a cupcake until after February 10!)
-Found a lady to make my "something blue" for the inside of my dress
-Met with a make up lady

If I can keep up 4 things a week...we should be fine! under control!  able to avoid a complete meltdown!

So, time to elaborate on what was accomplished (gotta focus on the postives right?) After much clawing, scratching, demanding, nicely reminding repeatedly Mom and I headed to a dress shop close to where I live! Now, if there is one thing I've learned watching multiple woman (and remembering the thoughts in my own head) try on form fitting dresses...it's this...no matter how secure you are in your looks and body, you WILL be insecure at some point. So, after going through a few styles dresses (avoiding the "I'm older than 60" look and "I'm a sexy cougar!" look of course!) we found something that looked stunning. Beautiful. Amazing. Perfect! I, of course, was thrilled but knew it was Mom's choice. So, we immediately go see color options and, as if by fate, found a GORGEOUS light green color that would match not only her skin tone, eyes, etc...but also it would match so perfectly with my dress, the bridesmaid dress, the flowers, the venue, EVERYTHING! So here I stand, my innards doing somersaults hoping my mother "says yes to the dress" and I'm followed with "Let me think on it." Oy vey. (Kisses Mom!) So, with the remembrance that this is for my mother and at the end of the day I want something that she loves and makes her feel amazing, we move on to the Mall and run through a few department stores. Pretty disappointing really. So, we have an appointment at one other place this Sunday! Fingers crossed for something amazing!!

Next up, we have debated an officiant for a while. We wanted it to be someone special, someone who knew us, and could speak about us. So, we finally decided on Trey's uncle, James. We spent some time with him during our vacation a few summers ago. He is thoroughly enjoyable and has some sentimental value to both of us. We had not had the opportunity to speak with him since he lives in Fort Lauderdale and we haven't seen him in a while, so when I found out he'd be coming to the Deaver Family Christmas I was ELATED! I immediately called Trey and informed him of our good fortune, and he responded (in true Trey fashion) "well good, that way if he disagrees we can send him 'swimming with the fishes' in the river." Yup, that's what I'm marrying, can't you tell I'm proud? Well, after we cornered him outside and proposed our idea of having him officiant, he was thrilled! WHEW! Check that off the list! It will be so wonderful having him stand up there facilitating our ceremony!

Now to my moment of "oh shit!" (Sorry for the language...it happens.) I blame it all on my "Man of Honor." Tuesday night (the night before I went back to school) he sends me a message stating: "What are the dates for your bachelor and bachelorette parties?" Now, in 2012 I thought "we've got PLENTY of time for that." In 2013, I'm a little stressed because it isn't scheduled yet! But it all will be, I just know it...so it's fine! And had it been left at just that...I probably would've been okay. Unfortunately, I didn't stop there. The stream of questions went something like this, "When are we going to schedule those? What's the etiquette behind those? Who is supposed to plan it? Who is supposed to pay for it? When are your showers? How many showers are you having? Who is going to be hosting those showers? Are you going to have them themed or just family? Perhaps your mom could talk to my aunt about helping out? When are we going to have an invitation sample? Are we planning on doing direction cards? What do we need to do about the scrapbook? Are you planning on going to look at those soon?" GOODNESS GRACIOUS...and I wondered why I didn't sleep that night. Hmmm.... my favorite part was the following day when I got not one, not two, but THREE text messages stating how I need to get in touch with our photographer about the polaroids and speak with the girl who is setting up our invitations about when they will be ready. Whew...I love my fiance, I love my fiance, I love my fiance.

And here, I thought he was going to be worrying about our honeymoon. Silly me. :)

So, as we move through the next few weeks, just send a few positive vibes my way! They'd be greatly appreciated! Turns out, I haven't had a bridezilla moment yet! (Although my fiance may disagree!)